I had the most beautiful girl in the world. She was sweet, loyal, caring, trustworthy and most importantly, she WAS mine. Where did it start? Where did it start to go wrong? I just dont know how or why this happened to us.. Are we really not meant for each other or is this just a test by god to see if we really are meant to be together. If it is, please god dont give us such hard challenges. They are breaking our hearts. I miss her so much. Why does this have to happen to us… Is there really no way to fix this? did we give up too soon? These questions, who can answer them…
I admit it, i started taking you for granted. I became someone i dont even know anymore. Who am i? What happened to me? is this all because of me.. Why did you have to go through this. This is all my fault, I didnt want you to go through this, im so sorry… I know you must be tired from all the fighting, we almost fought every single day.. It just wouldn’t work anymore… We got too prideful and thats how it got worse.. Pride is like toxic in a relationship, if i could just throw my pride away then maybe things would be different but now, its too late.
Where are you now? i’d really like to know.. are you eating well, are you taking care of yourself? did i say i miss you.. I miss the way when you always try to make me smile whenever im feeling down, you would tell me your nonsense jokes that was not funny whatsoever, but they always made ma laugh. But theyre not funny tho so why do i laugh? Those times when i would cry on your shoulder, you never made fun of me. Okay, im a guy who cries easily, im not like other guys… but you never slagged me for it. Well i think you didnt.. Those times when i would be trying too hard to be funny, you’d tell me that it wasnt funny at all and that i was just annoying you.. That was proof that me and you were comfortable with each other that we can tell each other what was on our minds. What changed? Between us two, who changed? I dont know…
From our first day of confessing our feelings to each other, you changed me. You changed me to be a better person that even i could fully love myself. Some negative thoughts about myself here and there but theyre normal and you would always help me go through those times. Wheenver im starting to doubt myself you would step in and not allow that to happen. Why? because your just like that. You are sweeet intelligent and guys would be lucky to have you. I was lucky… and i blew it.
They were really memorable times, i miss them so much. those times when we would eat in a restaurant together, we even make videos of ourselves eating and laughing too much with our mouths full. Or that time when we would have a tickle war with each other, however you would always win because you have some help by your brother and sister. 3 against 1? thats so not fair btw. Sometimes i would even find it hard to breath because i laugh too much. But everything was fine back then, we were laughing,… and now we’re crying.. Im miserable without you but igotta learn to live on my own. Is it never gonna work out between us?
I remember those times when I would wait for you at the bustop in 6th year. Waiting for you because you were always late in the morning and i would have to wait even if the weather wasnt that good. but i didnt mind, because i would be the first guy in the school to see you in your uniform that you looked so pretty on. I would be the first guy you’d talk to apart from your family. I was the first guy you would say goodmorning to. It was a great start to my mornings actually. A little morning kiss to keep me going for the day was just exactly what i need.
Or those times whenever we would feel hungry and we would eat chippers but it always turned out to be losed whenever we go there. However, that was our okay, as long as i got to spend more time with you because at that time your parents didnt approve of me. I remember when we used to hide in town whenver we dated because your parents’s friends might see us. We dont do that anymore, kinda makes me miss it, just kidding…
What i really miss.. is the us back then we wouldnt worry about a thing. The couple that we used to be. Did college change that? Or did we just change?
I hope that we can still be friends.. maybe not right now.. but someday… when things are back to normal again, i would get my bestfriend back. The only friend who i trusted after all these years, who knows all my secrets.
Someday, i wish we had never change. I guess life does that huh? They change people over time.. That sucks.
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reblog and make a wish!
this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.
I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS
LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL
IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS
holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.
I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT
SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP
WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????
ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE
THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.
HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER
20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.
GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.
I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.
OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG
i really hope my wish comes true
my last two wishes came true, one more couldn’t hurt
SO I WISHED FOR AN IMAC THE LAST TIME I DID THIS AND A WEEK LATER MY MOM SURPRISED ME WITH AN IMAC. HONESTLY SHE DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WANTED ONE, I DIDNT TELL ANYONE, IT WAS AN EARLY XMAS PRESENT. Wow this works
Ughhh I hate you for making me miss you this much.
Jel… You know I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. So, when i’m in pinas you dont have to worry about me ok? I am loyal and i always will be. DONT EVER FORGET THAT RIGHT?! Just 36 days remember? ;) its only a few dayssss… I’ll be back soon so dont miss me too much. I am yours and only yours biya ha. I trust you completely too so im sure that we will once again be reunited! And remain inlove ehem ehem wink* when i come back, i shall destroy you so dont forget about that too :) obviously im gonna injure you like cuz i missed yah so much! So get some bandages ready or you will get hurt ;)
Anyways, i wanted to give this necklace to you because i just want to let you know that my heart will always be with you. The back of the heart is also a part of the bible :) you should search it in te bible :)) Wherever you go, please bring my heart with you because i want the two hearts to be close y’knw? ;) together with their perfect match :D and dont forget about me yeah? Even if im like a bajllion thousand mules away from you, you ARE NOT ALLOWED to foget me k? If you forget me, YOU DIE. I will always think about you biya so atleast think about me too ;) hahahha feeling ra kaayo ko duhh..
Basta jel ha, take care always.. Take care of mammy! Go to loads of different places! Eat lots of different food! Enjoy! Take care of her jud cuz shes old and she went there to make you happy biya so dont take it for granted. Always make her proud and make her smile! I have faith in you! Also, eat properly, eat your breakfast ON TIME! Dont you dare be all lazy and be like “ughh effort”. I better not hear you say that ha!!! If other guys flirt with you, remember to say “sorry, but i am so inlove with my bonjyy bonj” just say that and they’ll back off :))))) hahahahah if you go to the beach, you will not wear a bikini ;) hahah i kid, you can wear anything :D just make sure the guys back off >:(
I’ll be back okay? I love you so much with all my heart! Take care sa ireland ha. Safe trip on your journeys.
Please talk to me… i really miss you.